sydneylawson.

Lost my best friend this weekend, over something as stupid as work hours and me making myself look stupid. Then my other friends decide to fuck it up by running their mouths to my mom about her and not just only who, but this guy who I’m making myself look dumb over. Oh and to top it off, my parents are legit divorcing and my moms drunk right now and calling me every name in the book. And to top it off more, my well best friend I guess is mad cos she has to work tomorrow. I have too much stress on me and all I realistically try to do is fix everything. 👊💢💢 fuck my life

Tired of crying myself to sleep everynight…I just don’t understand why its affecting me so bad this time around..

This kills me so bad. Just to think about all the good times we once had. Theres just so many things that we both could of done different and we would still be together. But you’ve already moved on. & it kills me to think at one point I used to be your everything but now you can tell people “Fuck that bitch” typical guy. I guess go have fun with your “sister” and be happy. I’ll be a little pathetic mess for a while but I’ll eventually get better. & Just remember I took your everything from you…no one will have me beat.